today was an uninteresting day.
everytime i try to write something i grab my guitar, i set up the recoding, mics and such, start playing nice and coherent things but i'm never able to record it or write it.
writing lyrics also makes me feel guilty, every time i write something just delete it later because i feel like i'm being unfair and mean to people ;-;
i cant help but blame others in the things i write and i dont want my music to be blaming other people.
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i saw a video today about a road trip this guy did with his best friend across Europe and it made me think, i dont really have a "best friend" anymore, i just have "friends"
and then i realized i've never had a "best friend" and that everyone i know has just been a friend or less.
how do you make a "best friend"? do i need a best friend?
what do best friends even do? its feels like i'm missing such friends.
i honestly have no clue.
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i updated the website a little bit, i added hearts and i added Pictures! :D
so now i can show you whatever i like >:]
anyways, i have nothing more to say here :P
goodnight and i'll see you next time! o/
an uninteresting day
