Hey everybody!
This is my first blog. EVER.
I have never really kept a log of anything ever so this I more or less a place to let out my brain farts every day :v
Today I accomplished: absolutely nothing!
I'm still grumpy at my parents and I didn't have any inspiration to accomplish anything today. :l
I tried to tickle my music-bone but nothing came of it as always.
I keep being stuck at the start,
Like I have signed up for a marathon went to the starting line ran 20 meters and forgot where to go.
Its probably natural and will loosen with time :v
I've been thinking about ways I could get a job, I've looked on job searching sites and stuff but most things either seem way too mind numbing and overqualified making me want to kill myself, or they are senior level jobs???
Nothing apprenticeship level, and when there is it's not in anyfield I know anything about.
Idk, I'm bad at doing jobs that make me feel replaceable, I did that once and it was fucking draining.
I don't want to fall into that kind of work again because I'm scared of what I will be when I get out of it.
That's all for today, I hope to keep this up a long time so I hope you all enjoy