I just thought of something wierd I used to do but recently stopped which is memorizing the numbers of the trains I take and matching them with a name (for example,(not a real train) 257-polar express)
Don't ask me why I did this but I did.
And when I look back at it it feels so distant in the past, even though it has only been a month or so?
That's so fascinating :0
How the near past feels so distant when living in the present moment.
Which btw is also something I try to do, living in the moment, not thinking about the past and not worrying about the future I like to just go with the flow :]
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I had to prep for my English oral exam yesterday with the topic being "social engagement" and I was planning to talk about my view on social engagement.
I have been diagnosed with being "gifted." it sounds like I am naturally super smart and better than everyone, which is why I don't tend to call myself that.
When doing some very surface level research using AI I found that it described exactly what I felt, it's like someone finished the sentence for me that I have been trying to craft for ages :0
And it also explains the comments I always get from people: "you really know a lot" "you are a very deep person"
It's all to much to get into detail of right now but if you'd like to know than maybe I'll make another post about it <3
By for now!!!!!